After 7 years.

It's funny how I'm reviving my blog after...(gasp) 7 years.

What's even funnier is that as I read my (oh-so-horrible) posts from WAY BACK WHEN, I can still relate to that 18 year old kid.

History does repeat itself. Life really is a full circle. And I can probably write about the same type of emotions, thoughts and feelings that I had.

Dear old me,

I'm sorry. I have failed you. But we will be okay. I promise.

pour toi.

its true that humans in their being human attach meanings to their surrounding. making the environment their world. and that is unlike other species.

i really dont want to cite philo... still have that philo paper for tomorrow argh...

i cant believe its actually coming to this. how can you look me in the eye and not see the me you've known... you've probably didnt see me as a friend. i was different. and now, you chose to diss me. and i have to figure this out all by myself. if this is what you want me to feel then i congratulate you for succeeding. i try not to notice the way you look at me now. the look of loathing and disinterestedness. how different were you last month even...maybe leopards do change their spots overnight. its too bad i learned to rely on you...friend. and i say that with spite.

every day i want all but to see you. don't look at me like that. don't look at me as if you don't know me. make me pretend to not care. make me stop believing in this.

nagagalit, naiinis, nanghihinayang, naasar, nalulungkot. hindi kita maintindihan. pero ayoko nang intindihin pa. let's go back to the original position. when you were still you, and i was me without you.

Bakasyon Grande!

Weee 5 day weekend nanaman! hehe. Ang saya yet sana may pasok nalang. Naiinis ako kasi bukas pala ang library kanina at hindi ko alam. Sana nakapagresearch pa ako. Haay. Sobrang kakabagot sa bahay namin, the drive to study diminishes whenever I see (haha) food, the bed, the ps2 and the opportunity to go to the mall. It's like summer all over again.

Before you were just in my environment. unnoticed. insignificant. But now you're in my world. you have meaning. I begin to see you. And this is not right. not right at all...

Back to school

Yey finally nakapagnet din ako!


1.) finally got my laptop fixed (though i still lack a spare battery and an adaptor)
2.) buying several books for my classes(histo, IR etc...) I don't like Co, don't like her at all. Pahirap ang mga readings. I like my histo prof! (can you say Noli Me Tangere??? KNOWLY Me Tangere!!!)
3.) still suffering from musculo-skeletal strain AKA stiff neck! hehehe.
4.) got word from the inTACT people, will still have to sign up for the interiew. (cross fingers)
5.) is currently on a "hunger strike". I've been on series of these lately. I try sooo hard....I really do. =(


Anyway, not so much of an update. Medyo wala pang ginagawa (or ako lang yun?) hehe.


Why didnt I get AMBETH OCAMPO!!!?!?!?!? My crush takes him together with ONEL! darn! NAUUBUSAN NA AKO NG CORE SUBJECTS!!! NOOOO!!!!

Hahaha. Sad, happy, deppressed, ecstatic. Who can tell the difference?

Stwess...

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I've been taking driving lessons these past few days.Ang hirap pala! Thankfully I'll still be staying at ISO next sem, ayokong magdrive papuntang school noh! NOOO! hehe. Anyway, last thursday was HELL. Well the new instructor was HELL He kept making me feel like such a lousy driver. Nakakainis lang kasi kaya nga ako nandoon para matuto tapos hahayaan niya lang ako and mock me when I'm doing wrong. Literally I wanted to jump out of the car and leave him there ...but I stayed until the very last dreadful minute of it. Later I knew that he was there (in the office) because someone had complained about him. What a jerk! He should not be there in the first place. I personally think he shouldnt be teaching in the first place. With an attitude like that, nobody would actually listen to him.

Bloggerific!

Hahaha. That was a lame title. sorry. Anyway, cool new design. Yey.

I envy those who know how to make 'em.

Hu Hu hu

Summer is soooo boring. sunkissed*

Failure day

Argh...I didnt make it to the cut. (of the new Lexecom officers) I feel soooooo bummed out. (Sana I make it sa second choice...pls pls pls.)

HAAAY... so I am officially in the pit of depression because of this stupid stupid failed attempt to make it to the list of officers.

I have the right to feel bad right?...

Argh. Think Zen.
Inner Peace.

Why do I have this horrible feeling???????
WAAAAHHHHH
I need chocolate.