Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa langit

Haaay tapos na ang 3 day weekend. Pero ok lang, wala naman kaming pasok sa friday (or atleast I don't have on that day) so 3 day weekend uli! YEY! I'm quite bummed by the fact that I won't be able to go to my ACP on Saturday. Sayang, 1st tym akong makkita sa tv. *sigh* Dreams of stardom are to be put on hold again. nyaha. Lex big thing na kasi sa Dec 3&4. I wouldve been more excited kung hindi natapat sa mga araw na iyon. Oh well. Sabi ng ni Onel, libre yun! wee! free food! (hehe takaw)

Last Saturday was Bettina's debut! Yey. and the Saturday before that was Krisanne's debut naman. Saya tlga ng mga debut. hehe. Reunion ng mga friends. Here's me and Claude sa debut ni Krisanne. Sabi ba naman nung host kamukha (at kaboses) ko daw si Julia Clarete! HUwaaaaaat??! Hindi naman ah.

Next year si Anne naman sa Heritage, can't wait for that. Gown, make-up and the whole shebang. hehe.

I'm taking up French this semester by the way. By far, it's my favorite class na. hehe. ang lively pa ng class namin. "Je m'appelle Jamie. Comment tu t'appelles?" Hehe. At first, I wanted to take up Jap, but I wasnt aware it was offered this sem. pero ok lang, Francais is so much cooler. hehe.

Pasok nanaman bukas....argh...

sharing the same feeling

I can't believe I actually got in. Last month, I thought I totally blew it with the interview. After all the GA was supposedly scheduled for September and I havent received an email yet. I reacted too soon, turns out the email came only now and I'm actually one of the participants! Yey me! To think, that I got all deppressed and sad when I thought I didnt get in. I would see Jaime and would wish I could ask him what happened and why wasn't I picked. Well I couldnt do that now. hehe. Even though I feel excited about it, I am quite nervous about the whole thing. I'm not really a sociable person you see. Actually I really don't get myself. I can be sooo perky one time and be sooo shy another. I share the same feeling with my buddy. I still haven't found my niche. And also my personality. Sometimes I don't know what to say when I'm with my blockmates...I feel that this isn't for me anymore. I'm not getting them. At times I would just want to retreat to my dorm and stay there. Probably to watch the tube or just hang out by myself. The same thing happens to me when there's a family reunion. I can't talk to anyone because I don't know what to talk about. Aside from the lack of people from my age-group, I really didn't grow up with much of them so I feel so alone. I hope I'll be my perky self again during the seminar...I hope I'll make some friends...

Please...just let me fit in...